sniff

huachiy..huachiy..huaccchiyyyy!!!

adoooooh.....packing nih packing! ini barang di rumah gue banyak bener...dan seperti kata abadi (yang mengutarakan kalimat ini sambil hampir nangis) "hiks hiks hiks..ni rumah kayak kantong doremon!!!! ga abis2!!"

dan yang serunya lagi, gue sama adit sama2 alergi debu, jadilah kita packing sambil bersin bersahut2an (halah bersahut2aan..)

abang nandoo..pulanglah dirimuuu..we need youuu! ---> lagi keluar kota

yah sodara-sodari..please pray for us..

HUAAACCHIIYYY!!!!

Update?

Yuhuu...halo2 bandung saudara2 sebangsa dan setanah air!

Huhuhu lagi day off bermalas2an di kasur seharian inii....tapi ngga papa, gue berhak soalnya biasanya kerja mulu, dan tadi malem stay up sampe jam 4 pagi, udah diniatin bakal bangun siang tapi entah kenapa badan ini secara ngga sopan bangun dengan segarnya pada jam 7:30 pagi dong sodara2..huff
....ya akhirnya buat bikin impasnya, gue males2an aja di kasur seharian. Padahal harusnya packing loh ini...weekend ini kita udah harus pindah ke tempat baru, dan sabtu pas hari pindahannya, gue ngga bisa ikutan soalnya gue harus kerja di 2 tempat. Dan gue ngga bisa bolos kerja karna hari sabtu itu lah hari terakhir gue kerja di pusat2 pencarian nafkah gue itu selama 5-6 bulan terakhir ini..
Eniwei...bentar lagi gue balik for good ke indo nih...in less than a month, mon dieu!!!
Dee ama Tina juga sudah cabut ke san fransisco meninggalkan hidup gue di saint louis jadi kering kerontang tanpa samantha dan miranda gue itu (halah...sok2an kayak yang ngikutin sex and the city aja haha)
Waduh sodara2 sekalian, ternyata sekarang udah jam 1/2 2 siang...daku mau siap2 dulu ya, eke udah ada appointment di salon mo potong rambut..yuukk

Fatigue
that's one way to describe me right now.
As far as I can remember, I don't think have ever felt this tired before. I know..I know...cry me a river, just like a friend of mine would say..but still..
Kayanya hati gue makin mantep aja buat pengen pulang. Kalo bisa secepetnya..
Gue emang belom tau pasti yang gue cari dalam hidup tu apa..tapi gue hampir pasti dan kayanya emang udah ngerasa deep inside, that I will not find what I'm looking for here.

me

Wah gue udah lama banget ga nulis blog yaa...abis lately gue ngga ada ide aja harus nulis apa hehehe
Sekarang ini gue lagi menikmati aja kerjaan baru gue di bank, walaupun jarang balance at the end of the day (don't ask lah hihi)
Trus seneng juga soalnya ada cowoker yang bisa dikecengiiin ;p. Tapi sayangnya shift kita jarang bareng sih jadinya jarang liat juga huhuhu

udah dr minggu2 kemaren pengen banget ke illinois ngeliat jehan, tapinya boro2 sempet deh...i don't even have weekends now..jadi my typical schedule tu kerja jam 830 pagi di bank sampe siang, trus break 2-3 jam before going to work at kobe sampe jam 10-11:30 malem...and so on
seneng nih minggu ini akhirnya gue bisa dapet break soalnya hampir sama sekali ngga kerja di kobe, cuma sabtu doang jadi gue bisa rada nyante abis pulang kerja dari bank hehehehe

aaand...apalagi ya...i guess that's all for now? i have to get ready nih janji lunch with the girls =)

Maap....ngga penting

lo ambil hape lo, terus buka inbox ,terus catet 5 nama org2 yg terakhir ngesmsin elo, nama yg sama ga boleh diulang 2x yah. Namanya juga bulbo orang kurang kerjaan. Nggak boleh protes lo pada. Harus sesuai kenyataan. Kalo ga, lo bakal sial se umur hidup.
1. Jim
2. Tina
3. Adit
4. Rasheed
5. Adrian
Nomer 3 pacarnya siapa?
- Ha'uuuu
Nomer 4 itu good looking nggak?
- um..no comment
Kapan terakhir ketemu sama nomer 2?
- kemaren maleeem ^_^
Yang nomer 5 ngesms bilang apa?
- Tentang temennya
Pernah naksir nomer 5 nggak?
- banget! (hahahaha kagak yaan busyet deh)
Nomer 1 sekolah dimana?
- UMSL
Hubungan lo dengan no 2?
- ya temen baek gue laah, ya nggak tinaa?
Nomer berapa aja yang goodlooking?
- no 2 deh
Pernah nyium no 3 nggak?
- ew! ade gua itu!!
Apa urusan nomer 3 ngesmsin loe?
- mo tau aja..urusan ade-kakak hehehehe
Nomer 4 sama no 1 ada hubungan apa?
- sama2 temen gue
Pernah nonton bareng nomer 3 nggak?
- ya iya lah
Ulangtahun nomer 5 kapan?
- waduh lupa...september bukan ya?
Pernah naksir nomer 2 nggak?
- pernah dong, she's cute! hahahaha
Lo pernah marahan sama nomer 1?
- nope
Apal no. hape nomer 3 nggak?
- apal dong
Kalo no. 1?
- engga
Kalo yang laen?
- engga juga

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ini kok ngga penting sih

Zut alors!!!

Whoa.....

Tck tck tck (geleng2 kepala hehehe)...
Idup gue sekarang ini lagi very very interesting...it seems to me that the things that hadn't happened, but could've happen to me in the seven years i've lived in the states are happening all at once, in full force. Both the good and (unfortunately) bad things. I need time to sort things through but I don't really have it. Mudah2an sih everything will fall in to place.

Whew!!

Maamppheeeettt

Mampheeettt......
idung mampet mulu iniii...sebel sebel sebel...huh...
Anyway...tadi malem gue mimpi aneh2 gitu deh...hmh...aneh...
Doh gue teh ya...tadi malem tidurnya early skalee...jam 12 gitu udah tidur, tapi hasilnya jadi jam 1/2 4 gitu udah bangun dan seger gitu susah bener mo dibikin tidur lagi...tapi apparently berhasil dan bablas sampe jam 9 pagi hehehe. Ntar siang mo lunch ma temen di buffalo wild wings tapi kok rada males ini yaa...ntar malem juga sepertinya ada dinner tapi belom tau mau dimana hehehe

Yah ngga penting banget ya postingannya hahaha..

Lagi iseng

Just got my U2 album yang All That You Can't Leave Behind today, so happy! I am currently listening to it now and loving it! Apalagi di luar lagi ujan2 gitu...tutup pintu kamar, lampu redupin, aaahhh how peaceful! ^_^

Waktunya merenung...(halah)

Aduuh...Yovita udah pulang hari Jumat kemaren....trus Sabtu minggu ini si Deni ikut pulang pula! Doooh makin sepi dan ilang aja ni temen2 hang out gue di StL. Ahh Yovitaaaa....Deniiii....sobat2 fun kuuuuu! Gimana nasib perdugeman kita kl gini caranya ini!! Ikut pulang aja kali ya? hahaha

Btw gue alhamdulillah udah ngerasa agak baikan sih hari ini sakitnya. Tinggal mengclearkan mucus2 menyebalkan ini..
Besok sore kerja interpreter...trus rabu kerja gantiin Sachiko. Lumayaan...pemasukan lagii...hihihi..
Eh ada yang pulang...Dee apa Abadi ya itu..bentar gue intip dulu..

Ooo ternyata si Abad...ni anaknya udah di sebelah gue sekarang hehehe
Yasut gue gangguin si Abad dulu aaaah...

*sniff sniff

Aduuu ini badan kok sakit2 gini siihh...tulang2 gue ngilu semua giniii....kemaren sempet sakit tenggorokan sih...awal2nya pas hari selasa gitu masih ga enak2 biasa aja, tapi terus rabunya gue keluar main ke city museum seharian (yang menyebabkan lutut gue dua2nya bengep2 biru2 lebam kayak korban penganiayaan gitu) udah gitu pulangnya jalan ke rumahnya rashid (temennya yovita) yang emang cuma beberapa blok dr situ, dingin, ujan, dan gue ga pake jaket apa2 sama sekali dooongg...udah gitu lanjut ke kafe malem2, ujan lagi dan dingin lagi, trus lanjut ke tempat yovita ampe past midnight. Walhasil lahhh....gue sakit besoknya huehuehuehue

Udah gituuu....pas rabu itu, dee ama tina kan bawa mobil gue pulang karena kita misah, dan si say aku satu itu mogok ditengah jalan sampe akhirnya harus ditow...those poor girls...akhirnya untuk pertama kalinya si say mogok..tapi sekarang udah sembuh lagiii (walopun mahal nyembuhinnya, hiks hiks hiks)

Hari jumat ma sabtu gue terpaksa kerja walopun masih sakit. Wah pas jumatnya itu yah..pas mo berangkat kerja rasanya kayak udah mo metong gitu...untungnya hari itu lagi ga rame2 banget dan si Jesus banyak bantuin gue juga karena liat gue udah kayak mayat idup kali yaa...trus gue juga bolak-balik ke server station mulu nyari minum soalnya tenggorokan kering banget, belom batuk2 mulu kena asep, si Kent the bartender and Freddy the busboy juga nanya gitu gue kenapa soalnya biasanya tiap mereke ngisengin gue pasti gue bales, jumat kemaren gue pasrah2 aja mo diapain juga hihi. Sabtu udah rada mendingan, terutama pas udah mulai sibuk, I didn't have time to think about my condition. Orang2 iseng itu juga ngeliat gue sepertinya baikan karena keisengan2 mereka sudah gue balas dengan setimpal!!! huh
Tapi eniwei gue kemaren dapet the last table, 12 teenagers...ALL want separate checks!! dangit...but they tipped me good tho so it's ok...hehehehe. Cuma kl dapet last table tuh ya, nggak enaknya, yang laen udah bisa mulai ngerjain side job masing2, gue masih sibuk ngurusin meja. Untungnya side job gue tadi malem dikerjainnya be2, jadi gue ga banyak2 banget kerjaannya. Tapi ya tetep, beresnya paling terakhir dan makannya juga yang paling terakhir gitu.

Yah eniwei lagii...gue mo bobo dulu yaaa...mudah2an sakit gue cepetan sembuh deh. Right now I am still losing the ability to smell and taste. Which is bad for a food lover like moi! I need to taste what I eat! ;p

duh...pengen pulang euy... =(

ah....spring break...
tapi masih dingin gini sih suhunya...minggu kemaren udah mulai rada anget and i thought it will continue rising or at least stay like that since it is supposed to be spring already. sigh..

i can't take this gloomy weather anymore! it starts to wear my psyche as well...body and soul.
i need something to recharge my spirit. i don't know what nor how, i just know that i need it!

uuuuh

Ahh....another new day...
well good morning everyone!
tadi abis makan apel....and will work on lunch in about 20 minutes.

ntar malem kerjaaa...padahal biasanya selasa ga kerja tapi sama head servernya hari kerja gue ditambah, which is good...^_^
cuma aja ini teh mo ganti oli udah kelewatan 2 bulan jadi ga sempet2....
weelll....sempet sih kl pagi2 banget dimasukin bengkel, kayak..........jam 7an gitu..tapi mana bangun gue jam segituuuu! I mean...I love you much, my sweet little red mischievous car..but heck...can't wake up that early for you ;p

eh......waduh....lupa bayar rent!!!!

ga penting sih benernya...;p

test kl lu spt org indo

[x] ga lengkap rasanya kalo ga ada
cabe
[x] mayan suka makanan padang
[ ] banyak komentarnya tapi kalo
disuru lakuin ya ga bisa..
[ ] dikit-dikit protes
[ ] maunya lewat 'jalan pintas' aja
[x] lebih sering beli produk luar
negri
[x] sering membandingkan indo dengan
negara2 maju trus bilang," yaaahh..
indonesia gtu loh..."
[x] keras kepala
[ ] suka maen hakim sendiri
[x] suka makanan/barang gratisan
[ ] sedikitnya mayan sering terlontar
"kebon binatang" kl lagi ngamuk
[ ] mau trima enak tanpa kerja keras
[ ] nonton sinetron jiplakan drama2
korea
[x] pernah kena kriminalitas
[x] suka gotong royong
[ ] menjawab secara detail kalo ada
orang lewat yang mo tanya jalan
[ ] suka tidur/bolos jam pelajaran
[ ] suka komentarin penampilan orang
dari atas ampe bawah padahal kitanya
ga lebih baik dr dia
[ ] kadang2 telpon org, cuma 1-2 menit
ato abis orangnya'halo' lgsg dimatiin berharap dia yang nelpon balik
[ ] suka ngutang

total akhir: 8

nah, total akhirnya dikali 4 deh..

8x4 = 32%

test kl lu seperti orang amrik..

[ ] peduli Global warming dan bener2 dilaksanakan apa yang boleh dan ga boleh
[x] cinta produk sendiri
[x] suka party
[ ] suka junk food
[x] suka senyum kl orang nyapa
[x] kl dibercandain ga cepet marah
[x] fast learner
[x] cepet mandiri
[ ] pengen bgt punya freedom
[x] suka terlontar kata2 yang ada unsur
slang..
[x] selalu pengen blajar sesuatu yang baru
[x] suka ngeband
[x] suka baca buku
[ ] ga lengkap rasanya kalo pegi tanpa make up/ lotion/ stylish bajunya
[ ] suka nonton konser
[x] mau ngalah tempat duduk di bus kalo ada ibu2 hamil ato nenek tua..

total: 11x6 = 66%

Ini salah satu bulbo yang gue iseng isi di frenster barusan. pas gue nyampe ke bagian yang American...banyak hal/bagian yang gue rasa malah ga bener yah...and the fact that the options are so much better (borderline "idolize" the Americans) kind of disturbed me. Clearly the person who created this bulbo in the first place mikir kl org2 Amrik itu kayak yang dia list diatas.
That's why I decided to just posted this here and say something about it hehehe.

opt oh opt

Kenyaaaaaangggg......
eh itu yah....opt card gue yang udah gue tunggu2 sejak jaman dahulu kala, akhirnya dateng juga hari rabu kemaren. Tapiiiii......mereka salah lagi!!!! The exact same mistake!! Duuuh mo marah ga siiiiiiii jadinyaaaaa......!

Yah eniwei itu sih..gue lagi sebel...huh..

hihihi ^_^ hihihi

^_^
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Hari ini salju lebaaat....bikin manusia saljuuuu ^_^
Tadi ada yang inget juga kl gue belom pernah bikin snowman terus tadi nelepon bilang my dream finally comes true, badai salju ke 3 atau ke4 di st louis!! ^_^
Hehehehehehe
Yah eniwei...intinya, tadi bikin manusia salju hihihihi

bolos...jangan...bolos...jangan...

Hmmmm...lagi mikir2 nih ntar malem mo bolos kelas french apa engga...lagi males keluar nih soalnya diluar snowing lagiii huhuhuhu
I love the class...tapi ga tau nih lg males banget driving salju2 gini....padahal kemaren nice day banget...in the 70s!!! hari ini balik lagi ke winter 30an gitu menyebalkaaannn...!
Had a nice lunch this afternoon tho...hehehehe (silly grin)

ZZzzzzzzzZZZzZzzz.......................

Hoaaaa.....hmmm...aku ngantuk sekalii...
sekarang lagi nyantai2 aja ni dirumah ngistirahatin kaki pegell
tapi hari ini lumayan produktif kok

barusan bikin spaghetti pake bumbu spaghetti jepang rekomendasi si ading dr global. tadi gue laper trus rummage the kitchen for something to eat, nemu bumbu itu di lemari. itung2....kl gue belinya bareng ading...berarti itu bumbu udah lumayan lama juga ya...but I don't care masih enak kok hehehe...
cuma yah, yang namanya pasta, cepet kenyang gitu deh ih, jadi tadi gue makan juga cuma dikit trus udah keburu kenyang

sekarang lagi nonton power rangers spd, my favorite of all the power rangers series ;p
I know I knooww....I am a geek...

duh sekarang ini teh yah, gue lagi ga enak gini.....u know...having to make life decisions..
like....I've graduated with my MBA, which is a privilege and I am considered myself as one of the lucky ones.....and then what? where do Ii want to go from here?

hoaa.....hmm...
duh ngantuuukk....bobo sore dulu aaaahh.....
bay bay frens....

ZZzzzzzzzZZZzZzzz.......................

7 sins...hadoh

ANGER

Who did you last get angry with?
abad, haha

What is your weapon of choice?
nunchucks

Would you hit a member of the opposite
sex?
yes

Who was the last person who got really
angry at you?
hm..sapa ya? ga tau hehehe

Do you keep grudges, or can you let
them go easily?
i try to let go, makes life happier

SLOTH

What is one thing you're suppose to do
daily that you haven't?
beres2 rumah

What is the latest you've ever woken
up?
1pm..damn

Name a person you've been meaning to
contact, but haven't?
ci lya!

What is the last lame excuse that you
made?
um..it's snowing

How many times did you hit the snooze
button on your alarm clock this
morning?
woke up before the alarm! yaaay ^_^

GLUTTONY

What is your overpriced yuppie beverage
of choice?
yuppie beverage? u mean like expensive ones? does vitamin water counts?

Are you a meat eater?
yeap

What is the greatest amount of alcohol
you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
um...3 glasses ;p

Are you comfortable with your drinking
and eating habits?
not really, i eat too much hehehe

Do you enjoy candy and sweets?
yes

Have you ever looked at a small house
pet or child and thought, "lunch"?
no-hooo

GREED

How many credit cards do you own?
about 5

If you had a million dollars, what
would you do with it?
pay off my debts, travel, invest

Would you rather be rich or famous?
rich

Would you accept a boring job if it
meant that you would make megabucks?
yes

PRIDE

What's one thing that you have done
that you're most proud of?
um..that i'm a nice person? ;p

What's one thing you have done that
your parents are most proud of?
graduate from school maybe

What thing would you like to accomplish
late in your life?
just be happy and make people I love happy too

Do you get annoyed by coming in second
place?
nah

Have you ever entered a contest of
skill, knowing you were of much higher
skill than all the other competitors?
i don't think so

Have you ever cheated to get a better
score?
yea haha

What did you do today that you're
proud of?
today? nothing yet

LUST

How many people have you seen naked
(not counting movies, family,
strippers, locker rooms)?
1, probably

Have you ever caught yourself staring
at the chest/crotch of a person of
your chosen sex during a normal
conversation?
no! hahaha

What is your favorite body part of a
person of your gender choice?
hands

Have you ever had sexual encounters
(including kissing/making out) with
multiple persons?
nope


ENVY

What item of your friends would you
most want to have for your own?
a nice house

Flashbacks

Huwaa...daritadi internet lagi lelet banget nih napa siii...mana mereka naikin harganya pula mulai bulan kemaren, should expect a better performance but I guess not...huh

Eniwei, tadi lagi liat2 foto2 di facebook, and I came across lots and lots of pics from the "good ol' days"..waktu semuanya masih pada disini...sering ngumpul2, either konyol2an bareng atau bosen bareng2 juga (kl lagi ga ada yang menarik buat dikerjain hehehe). Man.....I miss those times real badd....
I guess it's life sih ya...everything and everybody have to move on and continue doing something else. Ga bisa terus2an stuck di tempat dan aktivitas yang sama, ntar ga maju2 dooong hehe..Yah tapi tetep sih, kangen banget masa2 itu, udah susah lagi buat dicari momen2 yang kayak gitu sepertinya ya...*sigh


Lagi mellow aja niiih...hiks hiks hiks kangen kalian semuaaaa

Flashing lights of valentine's weekend

Wah...hari ini ujan lagi...kemaren malem juga ujan. Seneng udah lama ga ujan hehehe
Kayaknya hari ini agak anget deh, sekarang aja suhunya sekitar 53an gitu. Tapi besok bakal dingin lagi. Duh kapan sih ini bakal mulai anget lagiii...I am sooooo ready! Udah bosen ini dingin terusss

Besok president's day kenapa umsl ga libur ya? community college libur padahal..sampe gue jadinya ga ada kelas french. I had so much fun last week in class I am looking forward to my next class....which won't be until next monday o no....lama banget siiiyy

Btw kemaren nyobain makan di Culpeppers ama Tina n Yovita, gue pesen fried catfish gitu, enak juga ternyata. Apa cuma gara2 gue lagi laper aja ya itu malem2 hihihihi

Wa udah jam 11:23 lagi ga kerasa giniii....bentar lagi mandi aahh (haha malu2in ga sih mandinya siang banget, uda gitu pake protes pula).

Hari jumat malem kemaren kita ke club baru yang di Ameristar itu rame2. Clubnya bagus juga. Mereka ada 2 ruangan kepisah gitu, 1 yang bagian loungenya jadi isinya sofa2 gitu, trus sebelahnya bagian dancefloornya. Securitynya lumayan ketat juga, orang kita mo masuk aja pemeriksaan IDnya 2 kali..udah gitu ada yang jaga lagi sebelom pintu masuk yang benerannya. Trus pas udah nyampe dalem, banyak sekuriti mondar-mandir, dan di tiap2 entrance ke dance floor pasti ada 1 sekuriti nongkrong. Whooh...talk about security! Guest DJnya cute sekaliii.... namanya DJ Berrie. A tall amerasian...cool, ngga pecicilan...cute!! ;p

(ini foto gue colong dr myspacenya dia, tampak belakang aja yeeee hehehehe)