Thursday, September 24, 2009

Bad Mandy

Glory Box is still my soundtrack.
I’m so tired…of playing…playing with this bow and arrow...
Gonna give my heart away...leave it for the other girls to play...
For I’ve been a temptress too long….

Ngeeeniweeii

Huwahhh kantor gue masih kosong beginiiii…..emang sih harpitnas jadi kayaknya pada ambil cuti sekalian biar bisa pada masuk senen aja

Hmm….what should I do at the office today….from the look of things, I think I can skedaddle from here around 3pm…Hmph if I don’t have that bundle in a sack (a heavyweight laptop and its heavyweight paraphernalia) I would have gone to Grand Indo and have a (window) shopping day! Hahaha

Oh and by the way, I have finished my 2 weeks new joiner training yay! ^^
So relieved and surprisingly got great feedback from the instructor!
I think he’s really nice because on the “assignment submitted” part, he wrote: on time. While actually I submitted the last assignment kind of late..like a week late. And, it was supposed to be a toughie, other new joiners are working with teams of two and did it for a few days while I was working at it by myself and finished it (rushingly) in about 3-4 hrs, and that was because I got an email from the instructor asking about it. If not I’d probably still procrastinate. So I’m just glad that I still got good result despite the rushing and the “asal2an” work :p
Baaad Mandy! Hahahaha

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

From the humongous desk of Enclosed Room 4

Hooo....kay...

Pardon the lack of quality posts lately but boy, I tell you, boredom sure does numb your mind!!
Like right now, still in the early days of joining a new company, I am now sitting down in a private office (for training purposes, mind you..I'm not that high up in the organization chart yet haha), doing nothing (geez this starts to sound like a broken record), close to start twiddling my thumb if not for the internet. And by the way I almost break my own record for the Brickbreaker game on my Blackberry, did it for the last 2 hours.

Now some of you might ask....why don't you do something useful??

I know I know...but listen. This is Day 2 of my 2 weeks New Joiner training. I have finished reading the materials for today and 2 days ahead and just refuse to continue on to another day. There's only so much training a person's brain can take in a day, and I've absorbed 3 days worth of stuff. So no. No more training, missy!

Hmm...let's see...what else is happening.

Oh right. I am having a break the fast dinner/mini reunion with my friends from SD (yikes I am blanking on the term for SD...see what an overloaded brain does to you??...oh elementary school..right.). We are supposed to meet at the Food Louvre Grand Indonesia. But you know what...I am craving for Burger King....yummmm....I have never dined at Food Louvre before, I wonder if they have burger. If not, then I'll just take one to go for Sahur hehehehe. Again, yummmmm ;p

Lastly, I want to pay respect, homage, and send my condolence to my dear friend Joseph. His mom just passed away from cancer last night. may she rest in peace. Your family is a strong bunch and I admire that. ((HUGS))

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Eeeks!

Horeee, my mom and dad pulang hari iniii (kesannya anak mami banget ya hehehehe).

Ih tapi iya loh, gue merasakan bedanya gue yang dulu dengan gue yg sekarang (sebenernya ngga dulu2 banget sih..not more than 6 month-ish ago). I used to enjoy my alone time at home, do my own thing, etc. But this most recent time when my parents left me home alone for 10 days, I felt lonely and a bit scared staying at home alone! This is NOT a good change for me!!

I am lucky to be accompanied by several of my loved ones, sometimes everybody's present at one time, sometimes just part/one of them. But when I was left alone (just 1 day!), I felt a dependency on them. Nooot gooooddd....

I need to get back my okay-ness of being left alone by myself...just the okay-ness first, and then I can move on to the fondness of being alone occassionally hehehehe

Saturday, August 15, 2009

^^

I'm engaged!!!
^^

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Craziness

What is wedding jitters? Does everybody experience it?
Is it normal to have a jitters about wedding jitters?
Does having jitters about wedding jitters makes it double?

Man...this is nuts...I have been having dreams about the same topic almost for the whole week. And last night was even worse, I woke up like...really woke up (not the sleepy, want-to-get-back-to-sleep kind) like..5 times last night, and every time I went back to sleep, there it was, the same theme to my dream. Crazy.

Crazy crazy crazy

Now I have a stomachache

Sweet

Lagi Pengen Ini

2009 Honda FC Sport - fuel cell technology...go green! ;p

Sunday, August 09, 2009

Aduuuuh parah gila

I couldn't concentrate at all! I'm supposed to finish something but I did not produce anything since this morning (aaand I came to work early! might as well take that extra 30 min sleep rather than just stare at the computer)

This is soo...unproductive. I need to set my mind on anything other than the things that I am thinking about right now. Brain freeze, frozen on that same thinking spot since this morning.

Monday, July 27, 2009

The First, The Last, My Everything

We got it together, didn't we?
Nobody but you and me.
We got it together, baby.

My first, my last, my everything,
And the answer to all my dreams.
You're my sun, my moon, my guiding star.
My kind of wonderful, that's what you are.

I know there's only, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two.
You're, you're all I'm living for
Your love I'll keep for evermore.
You're the first, my last, my everything.

In you I've found so many things,
A love so new, only you could bring.
Can't you see if you,
You'll make me feel this way,
You're like a first morning dew on a brand new day.

I see so many ways that I can love you,
'Till the day I die....
You're my reality, yet I'm lost in a dream.
You're my first, my last, my everything.

I know there's only one, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two.
Boy, you're my reality.
But I'm lost in a dream,
You're the first, you're the last, my everything.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

already counting the days

I am sure I haven't stared at Facebook for this long, ever. Nothing to do, just look at it.
That's how bored I am in the office. It has been a week for me not having anything to do at all I'm seeing my office boy's job as a tempting opportunity, damn..

Oh geez...1 month...just 1 more month....

Thursday, July 16, 2009

ppbbbffftttt

Why you're mad at me, my dear friend, I know not.
All I know is you were never angry with me before, and for the first time that you do, I know nothing about the reason.

Ah but for I am a fool, I still love you anyway, you bastard

haha

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

ga penting

sore ini aku mau ke surabayaaaa tugas dineees...hehehehhe

Monday, June 08, 2009

Maapin aye yaaaa

Hauhuahauhuahauhua --> gabungan antara seneng dan terharu

Besok daku insyaallah mau berangkat umraah...

Hari ini udah keliling menawarkan titipan do'a ke orang2 kesayangan macem tukang kredit...dan hasilnya sudah tercompile...
Do'a2 yang dititipin bervariasi dari yang normal, baik hati (baca: ikut ngedoain gue dlm doanya...God bless you guys haha), dan ada juga yg tengil (cth: jodoh yg mirip linda carter wkt jadi wonder woman dan ada yg minta jodoh mirip taumingse). Pokoknya semua doa gue catet biar gue ga lupa walopun bagian2 yang tengil gue edit sedikit karena (spt yg gue bilang ke mereka juga), gue ga mau do'a gue di depan Ka'bah jadi nggak khusyu gara2 ada yang ngelempar sendal ke kepala gue..disana kan klo kita tengil2 (yes, termasuk berdo'a yg tengil2 juga, I presume) balesannya langsung kena gue. A'udzubilah hiii...

Yah pokoknya gue minta maap ya ke semuanya kalo gue ada salah2...Dan doain aja mudah2an disana ibadah gue bisa lancar and oke biar doa2 gue juga terkabul (ini demi terkabulnya doa2 titipan kalian juga!), dan semoga gue ama keluarga gue bisa sampe balik lagi ke Jakarta dengan sehat walafiat dan tepat waktu back on the 18th! (yes, tepat waktu, karena kalo kelamaan ntar gue tambah kangen ama my boo auw auuuww...hahahahaha)

Yah eniwei, sori dori and i love you all yaaaaa

*big hugs n kisses for everyone*

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

I miss...

Waw udah lama juga ya gue ga update blog....well i've been busy (gayyaaa haha)

bingung juga mau cerita apa ya....belom ada lagi sih kejadian yang signifikan.

palingan....apa yah....

oiya beberapa hari yang lalu gue sempet kepikiran St. Louis gitu. Gue kangen banget euy sama St. Louis....ga tau udah berapa kali, udah sering kali yah gue bilang gitu

But I guess I just miss the freedom that I have there, the freedom to do anything I want, to make my own decisions and face my own consequences. I miss that I can just get anything I want whenever I need it, be it at 8 am or 3 am without having to ask or having to find somebody to go with me. I miss that I can actually find booze whenever I'm tired and said "I need booze" hahaha. I miss that I can go to an outdoor cafe, be it for a cup of ice green tea or a cold Bud, with my close buddies or by myself with a book. I miss that I can find a getaway whenever I was depressed and didn't want to be around people, driving around the city at 2 in the morning, got lost and back again. I miss that I can hit the club as soon as I get off of a 15-hr shift and go dancing until early in the morning. I miss that I can talk on the phone for 3 hrs without having to worry about pulsa.
I miss the freedom
I miss the fun
I miss the bonding moments
I miss the heartbreaks
I miss the responsibility

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

naon deuih

Sitting, waiting, wishing....

for the time for me to go home

hihihihihihi (depannya dramatis terakhir2nya taunya buat pulang doang)

apaa sih mandaaa??

Friday, May 15, 2009

bhindheenghh...

ini kantor....hghghghghg....have no more words to describe this...
hghghghghg....making my sore throat worse!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Kebodohan yang lagi sakit tenggorokan

Adooohhh...kena sakit tenggorokan lagiiiii

Ni gara2 kantor gue yang dinginnya ga kira2 seharian kemaren trus baju gue rada pendek gitu jadi bagian belakangnya kan keangkat2 gitu tuh trus jadinya pinggang gue suka ter expose gitu deh (brarti ini salah gue apa salah AC ya....ah salah AC ah siapa suruh dingin2 bener, as I've said before and will say again, "emangnya kita sayur, apa??"

Kemaren mah masih cingcay lah cuma batuk2 doang nooo problemo. Gue juga udah tidur early noh jam 9an gitu kayanya gue udah tidur. Eh lah pas bangun kok tenggorokan rada perih. Tak suuudiiiiiiii daku tak sudi jatuh sakitttt!!

Karena ketidak relaan gue buat sakit (wiken mo maen nih!!) akhirnya gue bawa deh tuh teh Fortune Delightnya babeh and Lo Han Kuo buat diminum anget2. Jadilah gue pagi2 minum 2 gelas berturut2 tuh 2 macem. Kaga ngaruuuhhh >.<

Akhirnya gue turun ke basement beli Komix cair yang di sachet2 gitu...Fisherman's Friend, ama Vitacimin. Ga membaik juga....trus yasudahlah pas makan siang gue ikut nyebrang ke ambas, mampir di Century buat beli Lemocin. Dan udah gue makan juga. Kaga ngaruh jugaaaaaa malah perihnya skrg tambah parah + ngantuk gara2 cocktail obat2 yang gue minum macem2 tadi huhuhuhuhu bodohnyaaaaa

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

*listening to: As Long As You Love Me - Backstreet Boys*

Ai gile beku di kantor gueeeee.....!!

K guys it's counting down time....it's 4:47 pm, 13 minutes away from 5:00pm.

Mau bahas apa ya sekarang...? Hmm...lieur juga sih..

Oiya tadi lunch lumayan seru, ditraktir sop buah ama Ayas (thank you saaayy ^_^), trus dikenalin juga ke ceweknya Yola, she's nice I like her ^_^

Rencananya sih tadi abis makan pengenliat2 DVD dulu tapinya mepet banget waktunya. Beres makan aja udah jam 1, pdhl harusnya jam 1 gue udah balik ke kantor..bandel ya hehehehe..
Sebenernya gue masih ada sih bbrp dvd baru yang belom gue tonton spt Slumdog Millionaire, Red Cliff 1 & 2, 10000 BC, Burn Notice season 2, and 1 cd KBH RX lagi..hmmh..banyak juga yaa, ngapain gue nyariin dvd lagi coba.

4:53 pm....7 minutes away from 5 pm

Sebenernya gue pengen sih nontonin itu, tapi kayaknya filmnya panjang2 semua dan akhir2 ini gue sering pulang malem. Biasanya kalo udah sampe rumah pengennya tidur2an santai sambil baca buku (ini aja pace gue udah jauh berkurang drpd biasanya...even for interesting book as well!)

Hh..apa lagi ya...well I have a deadline for Thursday morning...really hoping that I can finish this at a coffee shop or something (hey, dejavu!)

4:55 pm

4:56 pm

yess yes yes yes 4 minutes away before I can pack my bags and leave...!

Hari ini jadwalnya ngegym ama mas P tapi lagi berpikir mo mulai pake PT hari ini apa ikut kelas ya? Kelasnya menarik soalnya. Om Bro katanya malem ini ngegym juga disitu jadi mungkin bisa ketemu juga. Sekalian ngenalin deh soalnya mas P belom pernah kenalan sama om Bro.

4:58 pm
5:00 pm!! Yaaaaaayyyy!!!

eh...tapi kok belom ada yang beranjak sihh.... >.<
aaaa aku mau pulanggg...ayo dong people, c'mon let's gooo >.< !!!

Monday, May 04, 2009

Memories di waktu ngantuk


source:
http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Subterranean_delmar.jpg

Aduhh....I am so..so..very very sleepy..have something to do..data entry, basically. I have to type in the interview results that we got since last week. In total I think I still have..um...7 or 8 more to do? Hh..I wish I can finish this in a cafe or something. Now I', imagining one of those coffee shops on Delmar Loop...mid-May...oh how awesome it would be if I can do this right there.
The quirks of a small coffee shops full of books, vintage board games and cute barista...and the small African restaurant on the corner...blueberry hill with its awesome potato skin, variety of beers, and its quirky little toys and memorabilias on its walls...hhhh

Kangeeennnn!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Si Ujang dan Si Sapi

Ah kenyangnyaaa........tadi gue makan Menado (lagi) pake ikan tongkol pedes (lagi)...dasar Manda ga ada variasinya deh ah hehehehe

Eh kemaren di kantor lagi rame loh, makan siang di kantor ayam presto courtesy of 3 orang yang ulang taun (mbak Desi, mbak Evi and mas Anto), and Riri yang pindah kerja ke Honda, yang pabriknya adalah di Sunter dan masuk jam 730 pagi yuk mariiiii...hihihihi.
Jadi kemaren tu makanannya nasi box ayam presto dan ada plecing kangkungnya (enak dan gue sampe membajak...eh bukan membajak deng tapi ditawarin dan menerima...(sopan kok sopan hehehe) . Udah diperingatin sih kalo kangkung itu bikin ngantuk tapi gue gitu loh...kalo belom kena sendiri belom percaya dan malah penasaran pengen ngebuktiin. Jadi gue makan lah itu 2 porsi kangkung. Come 3PM-ish....bener aja gue ngantuk. Taapiii...gue masih belom 100% percaya soalnya faktor ke ngantuk an gue bisa macem2 kan...bisa karena emang jam2 segitu adalah jamnya ngantuk, bisa juga karena emang kekenyangan in general aja bukan gara2 kangkungnya doang, dan ya..bisa juga emang gara2 kangkungnya. Yah eniwei....this means the theory still stands unproven and further investigation will follow.

Eh trus trus ya, kemaren itu kan orang2 dari TASS Axia yang awal taun ini pindah gedung ke Argo Manunggal kemaren pada ngumpul disini semua buat lunch...nah disana teh ada anak baru (sekitar 2 bulanan deh kl ga salah), namanya gue lupa but for the sake of discussion let's just call him Ujang. Nah si Ujang ini sama mbak L dikenalin sama anak2 sini...terutama ke yang muda2...sepertinya ada usaha penjodohan juga deh hihihi. Trus kocaknya...dia kan disuruh duduk sebelah gue pas makan, the conv went kira2 like this:

Mbak L: ayo2 dong kenalin nih...Ujang, ini Manda, Manda, ni anak baru, Ujang...
Gue: *sambil nyengir*
Manda...maap yaa tangannya kotor
Ujang: Ujang...*sambil nyengir jg*
Mbak L: ayo loh ngobrol2...kalian seumur kan?
Gue to Ujang: *ngangguk2 tp skeptis*
(ga yakin...kynya engga deh..Ujang looked so young..ky baru lulus SMP)
kamu umur berapa?
Ujang: 22..
Gue: oo ya ya ya...................................
Gue to mbak L: *ngangguk2 membenarkan* iya mbak. bener. kita seumur kok

Haiiyaaaaahh...pas gue umur 22 Ujang masih Es Em Peeeeeeeee! >.<